This is me
Ok, that Xanga post… just a vent. Found something I was annoed with and ran with it. Now for something a little more personal.
Many of you know me as somebody I’m not, or someone I am sometimes. Most of you see me when I’m trying to be who I am supposed to be. A few of you may have really seen me for who I truly am. But for those who haven’t, lemme give you a little insight.
Manic Depressive? Sure. From tired to ecstatic to pissed and back, all in a single day. I get depressed often, hate deeply, and dream about killing. During those times, people will try to cheer me up, but they are met with deaf ears. All of their efforts are usually in vain. Others, through normal actions, spark some sort of undeserved hatred from me, at which point I release a violent stream of nasty language and even nastier thoughts. Catch me in one of these modds and it’s likely that you’ll be a little less inclined to invite me to your next social affair. But it’s not just a mood. This is the only thing that’s been a constant in my life… anger… hate. This is the real me. If you can’t handle it, then fuck off.