Alright…
I’m done now. I’ll go on trying to be who I’m ‘supposed’ to be. And not with that bad of an attitude I might add… and it’s because of the reason I’m supposed to be that way. It’s not because some hypocrite said “This is how you ought to be,” or because some perfect dude said “I’m perfect. You’re supposed to be like me, you rotten sinner!” No, it’s a little more than that.
See… it’s all about an all-powerful, all-knowing being that gave that up to be a human, go through all we go through, and then die a completely undeserved death. And He wants me to be “sinless.” Not as a requirement of salvation… no, much the opposite. He wants me to follow Him because I’m saved. And that’s what I’m going to try to do.
Thanks to everyone who’s praying… I’ll need it. Here’s to getting up and starting over.