I talked to her on the phone tonight. If you want to call it that. We didn’t say much. I was preoccupied. It’s not that I would rather be playing a game than talking to her… it’s that I would have two annoyed people to deal with if I just stopped playing in the middle. I do love her… it’s just hard sometimes to show it without completely sacrificing all my friendships here. And when I finally can talk… she’s asleep. I hat long distance. I am starting to develop a personal hatred for each and every one of the 1,294 miles inbetween me and her. I care about little else right now than eliminating that gap.

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